Our good friend Ryan Dorsey is currently hiking the Appalachian trail. I will be posting his email updates as they come in.
“Hey everybody! If you didn’t get my first email to this list a little over a week ago, well, you weren’t on the list then, and you are now. If you don’t want to get the next one, or if I still don’t have the best email address for you. Please let me know.
I’ve had five fantastic days on the trail to consider how to begin writing. The beginning has always seemed an appropriate place, but which beginning? There are three I’d like to mention. I’ll say now that if you know me at all, then you know I can talk. A lot. I can write even more. I guess I figure if I don’t have to see the boredom on your face then I can just go on as long as I want.
First, my dad. He is making this trip possible for me more than any other person. Dad has labored at my house the last two years, he’s taught me how to be me and encouraged me to do right by me by doing right by others, and there’s too much to say about how important he is to me.
Second, me and the trail. At the end of 2010 I went through a pretty tough and eye opening time. I was living in the stasis of a strange balance of complacency and serenity. I had no challenging ambitions and I felt stuck in Baltimore, while at the same time I felt quite happy to be where I was and couldn’t imagine anything I could enjoy more than just being myself. A sudden shift had me wanting to do all the things I’d wanted to do for a long time. Got the tattoo I’d been debating getting for the previous five years. It’s amazing. I don’t ever need another. I took the climbing trip to Horse Pens 40 in Alabama. I climbed Chattanooga, met Shawn, and slept in a Frank Lloyd Wright house there, and snow kept me from climbing Horse Pens, but I met Julia in Birmingham and had some amazing experiences there. On that trip I decided to do that cross country trip that had been gnawing at me since high school, finish work on on the house, and hike the AT . I hit the road last summer. 9000 miles of living. Too much to even highlight. I have a fabulously eclectic group of three guys living in my house now and my dad keeping a watchful eye on the place from his house down the street. (Alex, Darius, Eric: I love you guys. Play nice.)
And now here I am, a hiker, 30 miles North of Springer Mountain in Georgia at the Walasiyi Inn, a hiker hostel. So I have the third beginning on my mind, Ben Frock, the only guy in my phone contacts with an exclamation point after his name.
Ben and I went to the same grade school and the same college, have have at both times similar interests, a similar outlook, and the most amazing friends and acquaintances in common. Some years ago he and I decided to take a road trip to Canada. It was four days on the road, planned over the span of the preceding five weeks in a series of only five one minute conversations. He’s an inspiring musician, a kind and good man, and I’m blessed to know him.
Ben Frock and I set out from Baltimore on Tuesday morning, March 20. He had decided to make the 12 hour drive to Amicalola Falls State Park and do the first day’s hike in with me. It’s an 8 mile hike from the park up to the summit of Springer Mountain, the Southern Terminus of the Appalachian Trail. He picked me up at home and waited while I took care of my goodbyes with mom and dad. My dad had wanted to come with us, but I was set on having the time with Ben and I was angry at dad, so I told him to stay home. Ben and I made a stop by Greg’s bagels. He ate one. I ate three. Cathy made me take a dozen more. One last stop to drop off a thank you note to Malcolm Majer for the amazing handrail he made for my house, then we were off.
We drove at reasonable speeds, because after more than a thousand dollars in speeding tickets all over the country last year, I just couldn’t afford any more tickets. We took our time and enjoyed ourselves, had a Thai dinner in Asheville, and arrived at our campsite at the park at midnight. In the morning I had a phone message from my dad simply saying that it was important. When I called him back, after a minute he said, ” Let me just cut to the chase here. I’m in Chattanooga. I flew to Atlanta and I’m gonna come see you off at Springer. I need you to tell me where to go.” Ben and I headed out with plans to see dad arriving at the summit a while after us.
Three weeks ago I went to see my gal in Paris. It was only a minute or so after I was dropped off at the airport that I realized I had not brought my passport. Here at Amicalola Ben and I got two miles up the trail before I realized I had left my pink Tyvek wallet in his car. We dropped our packs just off the trail behind a fallen tree and headed back to the parking lot. By the time we got there it made sense to wait for dad to arrive. He showed up about ten minutes later and I convinced him to drive to the North side of the summit and take the one mile trail from there to the top and just meet me and Ben at the top. He came bearing sandwiches of roast beef and turkey.
Food, glorious food. That’s the kind of thing people talk about out here. Food, mileage, gear, pack weight, what the weather’s gonna be, snoring, aches, stinking. It’s a strange thing in camp how small talk is the important stuff.
Ben and dad and I stayed the night in the first shelter on the A.T. and headed out after breakfast. Because it was raining and dad had parked only a mile up the trail, Ben opted not to walk back the approach trail and rode with dad instead.
I’m glad my dad came as he did. It was a reminder of some of how I’ve gotten to have the gung-ho whims I have. Several years ago a book was published, a collection of six word memoirs, titled Not Quite What I Was Planning, the title itself being one of the collection. I have suggested people write these from time to time. Right before Tess Winter left for her semester in Paris she wrote a bunch of them and gave them to me. My favorite one was “My daddy fixed it. Always has.” I was upset with my dad when I left Baltimore and I was upset for telling him to stay home. He showed up, fed me, photographed me as I walked alone into the rain and woods, and he made everything good again.
That second day I hiked a couple miles past the parking lot to the next shelter and stepped out of the rain. The only other guy there went by the name Meandering Snail. He’s a middle aged guy who’s just come back after living for six years in India. He plans to be on the trail for six months, just like us thru-hikers, but he says he’s not concerned with getting anywhere. He was copying his addresses from an little old, falling apart, three ring bound book to a new glue bound book. Shaving weight from his pack and making kindling in the process. I debated whether to continue in the rain or not.
It wasn’t long before an Army Ranger showed up to post a notice at the shelter about certain area camping restrictions. He was there for about fifteen minutes and then headed out to his truck up the trail about halfway to to the next shelter, so I decided to hike with him awhile. He lives in Chattanooga, one of my favorite places. We had a good time talking about Chattanooga, the invasive bug that’s killing the Hemlock in this part of the Appalachians, his experience hiking, and bears.
The United States Park Service, the body that oversees Chattahoochee National Park, doesn’t like to have to relocate bears, but they have to after continued human encounters. That’s what the restrictions are about. If there’s enough of a problem, particularly with a bear looking for food at camp and shelter sites at night, then they’ll relocate the animal, but it eventually finds it’s way back, at which point it starts causing trouble again and the Park Service will kill it. So certain sections of the trail are restricted from camping and shelter use without bear-proof canisters, but thru-hikers don’t carry them because they weigh too much, so thru-hikers have to adjust they’re plans to avoid staying in those areas, having to instead hike straight through them.
We parted at his truck and I continued on to the next shelter where I stayed the night. There was a couple there with musical instruments. The girl had a violin and played classical and bluegrass. Her boyfriend sang and played a ukelele he’d only had for two weeks. He had a versatility of about about six chords, and about eight songs that sounded like one that he played for about six hours non-stop. At one point, not realizing he had stopped, having fairly well tuned him out of my mind, I walked the path about three hundred yards down to get water, only to find him there by the stream playing to no one.
That night brought rain on and off and a fog so thick you couldn’t see out of the shelter. Even still, those two musicians woke up everybody in the shelter at three in the morning, whispering loudly, gathering their things, making food, and shining their headlamps all around until four o’clock only to walk out into the fog and struggle even to find the trail again. Everybody was glad to see them go by then.
I woke and decided to take the day off, sit in the shelter and rest, waiting out the rest of the day of off and on rainfall and meeting all the people who stopped in the campsite for lunch before moving on. One other guy who had spent the night outside the shelter in his tent decided to stay also. He talked about how he had plenty of food for eight days, no job, and no plans for the next six months except for this trail, kicked back and said in his Georgia drawl, “I’m feelin’ now about maximum freedom.” Now I call him Max Free.
We had a fantastic day of relaxing and socializing and next morning I was the first out of camp with a guy who had carried his sleeping bag into the shelter in the middle of the night after tarp had not kept him dry in his hammock through the night’s pouring rain and hail. He came on as a thru-hiker with one shirt, a rain coat, a pair of shorts, five pair of underwear and not much in his pack. He was rethinking much of this and in a rush to get 23 miles father up the trail to the outfitter where I sit right now. I made an easy eight miles with him by just after noon and I stayed there at the shelter where he stopped only for lunch. It was only his second day. He had done sixteen miles the first day, but he ate, got kind of stoned, and took off with the girl with the short shorts and the weed.
I stayed for the night and saw a lot of the same people from the last shelter. “The fastest family on eight legs”, as some called them, stopped through for lunch with only a couple more miles to finish their weekend getaway. I had stayed the previous night in the shelter with them, two parents and their ten and fourteen year old boys, and we had gotten along very well. After they ate they gave me their extra food, so while everybody around me was obsessing over reducing pack weight, I was getting heavier on top of already carrying more food than anybody (by a long shot). It’s ok though. While I get in shape my pack will get lighter.
Day five was incredible. I was the last person out of the shelter and campsite. I met up with two guys, David and Lamar, on my way out of camp and hiked the five miles with them to Woody Gap. That’s where they were finishing their hike and where I was meeting up with a guy to go to the first off-trail meeting I had planned. The three of us stopped along the way to snack. David shared with me some of his homemade teriyaki and garlic beef jerky and Lamar gave me three big pieces of the most fantastic cornbread I’ve ever had. He said it was real southern cornbread. David asked, “What’s in it, bacon grease?” Lamar replied, “Maybe lard.” This was the real deal.
We got to Woody Gap and my guy was there waiting for me. We headed a half hour into Dahlonega and talked awhile at Dunkin Donuts where he treated me to some hot tea. Dahlonega was the site of the country’s first gold rush and the first U.S. Mint. He took me around town, showed me the original mint building, with it’s gold-plated roof, took me into the gold rush museum, and then to meet up for an hour with some other folks to talk about living sober.
After leaving my phone plugged in to charge and having to go back for it, we headed back up the mountain and I was off on my first night hike. At 5:30 I took off to put in ten miles.
At 9:00 I came to the summit alone, by headlamp in the pitch black of night, the highest peak yet, Blood Mountain, at above 4450 feet. The view was incredible. The shelter was creepy. I had no intention of staying there since it fell within the restricted area. It took me an hour to descend the mountain to the Walasiyi Inn. I arrived at 9:59. Lights are out at 10:01. I was actually lucky there was still a bed open. I got a shower and a shave and hit the sack. I figured after five nights on a closed cell foam pad outdoors, stinky and filthy, that a shower and a mattress would make for a good night’s sleep. Not so. I tossed and turned all nigh and then as I finally hit some good REM sleep, having vidid dreams, a cat dropped off of the HVAC duct above me onto my top bunk, right next to my head. Oh well.
I’m feeling great. My right knee is hurting a bit, particularly coming downhill, but this is fairly normal. I’m feeling great. Today actually a guy tried to give me the trail name Doctor Feelgood. I declined as graciously as I could.
I’ve been wanting to write for days. Thanks for reading. More soon. Taking off now to put in 11 miles. Hopefully there’ll be a spot left in the shelter for me when I get there.
Rock and roll.
Ryan
Photos below:
1. My entry in the registry book at the Southern Terminus, the Springer Mountain summit
2. Dad at the Springer summit
3. Ben Frock atop Springer
4. Me on day two where the Ranger and I parted ways
5. My drinking water. Straight from the earth.”